I didn't want to post today due to my condition now.
I'm coughing like alot and my voice ain't sexy la friends.
It hurts to talk actually. Theres ones when I burst into
laughters and actually hurt my throat real bad. ahhh, idiot.


SORE THROAT GO AWAY,
COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY.
thankyou. weing.


BAND CAMP!
-First day of camp

` Suprisingly, I wasn't that late. I was only around 1o minutes late
and I'm still able to fall-in. haha. Good Improvement irah. Well, Fall-in
around 8am and did some briefing. That's when we know which group
we're in and stuff like the food committe liddat lah. It was shocking to
find my name AMIRAH stated in the camp Booklet under the group 3
collumn. As a leader. WHOA, yes it is. Hhaha. I mean, usually the leaders
will be those who is somehow more " well-known" in band. But i guess,
letting new people to try out this is quite a good idea. well okay.

After which we settled down in our dorms and arrange the tables and chairs.
And it came to my attention that the boys are really being a big selfish.
In the band, there's only 18 boys. So they only occupy 2 classrooms.
And how many mattresses do they need? At least 3 per room right?.
But no, they took 4 matresses and I'm sure it's the THICK type. While the girls,
esp in my dorm, alot of us slept on the hard floor, and the 8 of us slept
on a 2 MATTRESS. OH MY, and it's really awful lah. I slept like at the corner,
in a "baby in womb" shape. And really, I had back aches, neck aches and leg aches
even before PT. boys boys.

Had our breakfast and thn proceed to parade square for footdrills.
AHH, malu leh I turn wrongly. Mr Sim was like " awak bukan MALAYU ahhh?"
ahahhas. okay.

St Hilda's came and we headed to the band room for combined.
Went pretty well, still as nervous as before for my solo. * irah! cannot liddat!*
Around 12plusplus, we had our lunch and it's hectic down in the canteen.
Aaron sure had a hard time huh. Haiz, nevermind. I tried helping though. :)
Headed for sectionals and then combined again. And off to shower like at
5pm? hahas. yes. that early. oh yeah, since there's only 18 boys, and sooo many girls,
the girls used the boys toilet too, to shower. but hey, we let the boys all finish
showering before we enter. And I swear it's super cleaner than the girls'. haahs.

Had the Declaration Ceremony right after that.
Off to Dinner and I must say, the food is very very nice. hahas.
Had a really really good time with my group. and it's fun! x) I like.
Went up for the movie thingy and then later, changed into casual
and headed for "SLUMBER NIGHT" where the whole band sat in a circle
and Mr sim in the middle. And few of the band members get to share
their experience in band and stuff. It's really cool despite that I was malu
when Mr sim said something. HAHAH. ruby knows.

AHHH, right before lights off.
We the kanchiong band members will always go down to
the staff room and wait for Mdm Salimah to bring out FOOD laaa.
Supper x) where had a really great time laughing my ass out
with Shawal. haha. Then, Joseph came and told us a story about
WHITE GORILLA which he can't even pronounce properly.

-FEW ATTEMPTS
` goweela.
`gogweela.
`GOGILA. haaha.

it was funny.
The story didn't end properly,
but it remind us that, "WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT TOUCH THE
WHITE GORILLA!" haha * doing the stupid actions*

Off to dorm half anhour later for listening to the story.

Had some titbits in the dorm.
Shared with the juniors and later off to sleep around 1plus. x)

-Second day of camp
` Woke up at 5am to shower and it's really shiok laah!
Really took my own sweet time. enter first, come out last.
Finish showering, pack of bags and ready for fall-in at 6.10am.
When the Wake up call just passed 10 minutes ago. WHOA.

I had a cup of teh-tarik before PT.
Wasn't feeling well since.
PT WAS FUN. Tiring, like very!
it was all good Joseph. ahah. nicenice.

After PT, had breakfast.
Can't recall what I ate this morning. lols. really.
OOHOH, porridge laaah!. Then we had cool games.
2 out of 3, my group won! I mean, it's pretty cool la.
I enjoyed the Water bomb game thingy. Lazy to elaborate,
band members, you know how fun it is RIGGHT. x)

Then had combined.
lunch and again combined.
After which we had area cleaning and we settled down
in the band room.

N7 CLUSTER INSTURMENTAL COMPETITION certs
were given out. wooh! $50 voucher is gooooood. x)
Then we had Genting briefing till 6pm! ZOMG.
Break camp at 4pm you know you know. :)

AND SHUCKS,
i lost my voice.
After the games, it became worst cause I screamed
at the top of my lungs with Cornelia and Marrisa.
Soon, it became better and thanks to myself, it became
super worst. I had pure oreo double pearl after band.
wahhh, irah idiot sehhh.

Can't wait for Genting trip leeh!
BUT!, I kinda scared that I can't get through
due to my passport picture. Haizz, Officer, lenient abit ehhks? ahas.

CAROLINE!
let's have fun in the bus horh!
But we sleep first okay, since I want to
and you won't be sleeping that night, play online games
till morning and then go band right? haha.
Then come band with panda eyes, WAHHH SEH.

Nadiah and I didn't do anything that night. HAHAH.
what a thing to say! I mean, it's a joke that we always say
just to boast up our mood. You know, people will practically
laugh at us when they hear we talk like that.
but hey, we know the limits. x)

dah alumni sehhhh. baik prom queen. ahhas.

` okay mama,
I need more tees!!! x)

Yes, meeting the both of them was super duper fun indeed.

NIICOLE XINLING IRAH ; go super crazy today.

I woke up a little bit late today and of course, kept them waiting.
Told them to wait for me at the bus stop. But end up, they waited fer
me in the middle of the bridge. Niicole, might as well jump down kan?
HAHAH.

I miss niicole and xinling like damn soo much.
okokay, back on track.
Had breakfast/lunch at LJS.
But we sat there talking and laughing fer a long time before
feeling up our tummies. Serious, the laughters are uncountable.
Then ate and left around 1pm. Walked around the boring Np and
then headed to mac donald and sat outside as I can't stop complaining
about the cold-ness. x)

Sat there talking and laughing.
I craved for Double Chocolate. Xinling and I shared the large.
Met Shawallah there. x) Then later saw those chinese mat reps.
And SHUTING. zomg, the three of us tried to hide from her but her
table was just next to ours, LAME LA seh. HAHAS.

Finished up the drink and walked to school.
Bye bye Xinling! sumpah I wanna date heer laaaaa.

Walked to school, I meant Peixin.
YES, niicole somehow told me something that someody didn't know.
I'm surprise that she have something and did something.
*gosh people, it's something cleaner than that laa pls.x)*

We talked about 6-H and others.
Those people who changed alot. haha.
Saw Syarah otw there.

Band was super duper boring.
Stayed there awhile and left.

ITS MANUSCRIPT LAAA NIICOLE!
We were walking and this place and saw this Kindergarden
school la. Can take theory there, so there must be manuscript.
First, I didn't know what manuscript is called. So, we stood there
like for a long time and the woman came out and ask,
"yes, can i help you?"
I gave a straight and direct answer
"ohh nahh, just looking at this notices" and niicole jump into the conv
" ohhh, do you sell THE FIVE LINES PAPER?"
*BURST INTO LAUGHTERS!!!!!* like for long hours.

Then found out it's MANUSCRIPT.
photocopied and done, Im able to finish up my punishment x)

Went to Macdonald and had some food again.
Was all the way hiding away from band members and sir.
hahah. diam ah!

YESYES NIICOLE,
I didn't know that I'm able to pay the ice-cream WITH MY EZLINK okay.
Was too afraid that I can't , niicole bought fer me. HAHAHS.

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It was fun la, we should do this more more often.
And yes silas, sorry fer not meeting you la, I feel sooo guilty
when you said " nehmind,drop the subject"
haha. okays, next time, insyallah. x) weeees,
SEE, YOU WILL MISSED MY MSGES ALL KAN?. ahhaha. okok.


Haiz,
besides them, I DO MISS SHA AND RUBY.
NOT FORGETTING NADDY. haiyah.
can you all like stay together in my house?
We save money, but apartment and stay together nak?
AHAHHA. then i can bring in Kyle and naddy can bring JoeJonas.
hahahahahha. ok lame sakkk!

-.- giler kan? bwahah.

I guess I am a better person than someone.
That is what nicole said. AWWS. I miss her & xinling.

And the cure to the sickness is to meet them!
And YES, I'm meeting both of them like TOMORROW.
awws, Gonna have a goood lunch and will go band later.

AHH YES, before that ofcourse HOUSE CHORES comes first.
yesyes,hahahs.

Will be going Genting next Monday.
And will be coming back on the 7th. 4 days only laa.
Silas, yes 4 days. Don't miss me ehh. WEING. haha.

But before GENTING, will be having band camp this
Thursday to Friday. Nadiah and I do have alot of things to do
at night. AHA. PT gonna be intensive. Haiss!
AARON! CAN I DO ROUNDS INSTEAD OF COPY-ING SCORES?
PLS. 96 ROUNDS. x)

yes, I don't need to be fetched woman.
mann, mind your words. I wasn't that pissed when I
was told as I wasnt feeling well. ahh now, you baik baik ehh.
Serious, mind your words. for god's sake. hais
If I have got into your way with your dear ex, tell me. I will back off.

haha, She won't read this, but I don't mind posting.
x)

IM BORED.
SILAS OFFLINE. internet like mine already ehhks? AHHA.

Im sooo angry with the indian man who sold the skinnies to me.
The black one was so fine. It's L, so took the dark brown L too.
He said same size and when I got home and i try out, ITS F BIG.
thankyou laaa seh! dammit.

The white also okay. YAY.
RUBY, AKU NAK TIDUR WITH YOU LAAA.
GENTING, COME FASTER. weing. ahhas.



ok nothing alrd. BYE.

I don't know why I turned on the song, Ada cinta.
Just reminded me of someone laa kan. Arif la of course.
Laguu. haiyohs.
Just feel like listening to it to see if i've missed him,
well, no. I changed song after 1 minute . lols.
oh, he's online.

N7 CLUSTER INSTRUMENTAL COMPETITION.
Went for band as per normal yesterday.
All ended around 12.30pm and some of them went out to get us
lunch. After that, took bus to Fuchun Primary.
Reached there, settle down and then went for sectionals.
Came back later for rehearsal. It was sucky cause we tried without mikes.
Left for sectionals again and went for dinner. After dinner, practice more
and then headed to hall as the programme was about to start.

But before that,
almost the whole band turn up and took about alot of space and
left more people to sit at the back. Thanks you guys.
Chatted with Shawal and Qraisha. Shawal best la.
"shawal, susah seh nak menang, confirm siling bagos. blah3"
"kau nie. biarkan laaa. memang drg dress up sumer but we just need
the mindset there. boleh punye. blah3"

yeahh,
the solo category puts all of us to sleep.
blah3,
AND IT'S THE BAND CATEGORY!
Fuchun Primary got 1st place and Wellington came in second.

SECONDARY CATEGORY!!!
3rd place, SILING SEC.
* and ALL OF US scream cause we know, either the clarinet esemble
or the saxophone esemble will get it.
2nd place, WGS CLARINET ESEMBLES, ALL SCREAM.
I went up the stage and took the prize.
1st place, WGS SAXOPHONE ESEMBLES!
WOHHHHHS!

HAPPY SIAHH. I SWEAR TO GOD.
I LOVE YESTERDAY SO MUCH. x)

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Today was sucky.
Woke up early was seriously tired.
But I still wake up just to go for self practice.
All dressed up and got a called from Hyekel saying that
we band members cannot come since it's alumni band prac.
HEY, it's our band room too seh. but nehmind, I respect seniors's decision.x)

Met ruby and headed to cwp,
had breakfast and then headed to mc cafe to copy scores.
ahhh, havent finish laaa. distracted alot.
to her place for awhile to get something and headed home.

At home was horrible.
Headache strike went i left ruby's place.
really. Reached home and slept at the sofa.
I perspire like toot i tell you. And headache became more pain.
haiyoh! shit seh.

I dont like this flu and this headache.
Thanks to the restless night. because of the lack of sleep,
I'm suffering right now. dammit. damn you. weings.

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I said hey to you but you didnt reply,
I dont mind at all. seriously, it's over yes, but I'm just
saying hi and wanna ask how are you AS A FRIEND,
but you still act so arrogant and. dont be arif, do be like that.
ok?. haiyohs.

forget it suah afiq.
"bebual ngan dier la, dier online. before it's too late"
"saper yg tak bebual ngan saper skrg??"
Ario busy ngan keje. GAJI STENG AHHHH seh.

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wee,genting competition 9 more days?
serious? god!

Mom, I promise I will get it back to normal before school reopens. please?.

Yesterday night.
A friend of mine who have been nice to me always.
Really, for once in my life, I suddenly feel special gitu.
Very nice of him lah. But not nice of him to cheer when ENGLAND
DIDN'T QUALIFY. thankyou silas. bwahahs.

I went offline right after chatting with silas yesterday.
Went to bed straight BUT I slept at 3am. Restless night.
Really. And Idk why. Haiyohs.
I didn't get to watch the match cause I need to sleep as I'm having
band pratice tmr. Well, I did listen to someone to go to bed instead
of watching the match. Mcm makcik makcik laaa you. hohos.

Was suppose to meet Rabia under my block around 7.30 and then
meet Qraisha infront of 7-11 at 7.45 but guess what?. I woke up at 7.30
and left home at 8am. BAND START ALREADY LE. hahas.
Abah gave me a ride to Vista Point and met Qraisha. Left without Ruby
a was told.

Reach band and had combined, then sectionals, then woodwind sectionals,
and then combined again. Had Genting brefing at 12.30 and band ended
around 1.40pm. Went to banquet and had my lunch laaaaaaaaaaaah.
While buying me drinks, I saw HAIZAIR LAAA SEH. hahas.
Him and two other girls. I was like " eh, haizair ehhks" "ya ya"
Tanyer sendiri jawab sendiri. irah bodoh la. heees.
OHOH, this HAIZAIR guy is my pri4 crush laaa. really. wee~ okayokays
Then straight home cause almost all of us was tired. aku penat kebabat lah.

Reached home.
And later fetch my cousin.
Thought Baby boncet coming along but NO SEH!
only the irritating abang came. HAIYAH.

Now, IM BORED like always.
DAMMIT.

well, I guess I'm stopping here laaa,
irritating Dani ask me cook something for him.
WAHH SEHH, tak sedap kau pe pasal ehh.
WAHAHAHS.

I guess now, my ambition will be, HAIR DRESSER?.
It was nice helping both of my dearest friends dye-ed their hair.
Qraisha and Rabiatul. COOLIES LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
oh, not only that, I even washed for them. Thanks IRAH. ahaha.

Qraisha, NICE COLOUR MANN.
Rabiatul, there is colour laaa, only not that obvious.
ohoh, ruby buying one more laaa seh. hahaha.
okay best best.

Today band was okay.
Ruby was about to faint so I came to the rescue, pretty late.
Met her at Macdonalds at CWP around 8.30am, Bought my breakfast
and headed to school. Band was okay. Fun always. x)

After band, headed to Nadiah's plac and helped the girls.
Went home after that. Had the lunch at her place.
Big eater with big tank laa today. Mom cooked Spaghetti today.
So ate F alot lah went I got home.

WEEE, meeting Ruby and Qraisha tmr morning to go band together.

IM BORED.

I can't wait for band tmr.
Gonna practice real hard for the esembles.
WHOOH. I know we clarinetist can do ti de!!!!
*ok i sounded sooo chinese* hahaa.
goodluck to all yers!

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Nothing much to post for today.
oh, just remembered the ASTRO HAIR GUY we saw at
Cwp yesterday. ONE BIG FAT IDIO SIAKS. ahhaha.
Then, while dying ruby's hair, messed her hair and it DOES LOOK
LIKE THAT ASTRO GUY. hahaha.

ok diam eh irah diam.
GAH.




oh: I need new loove.

Today was FUN.

new THREESOME day out. But awhile for me.

I woke up super duper late. Well, I wanted to continue sleeping
but mom scolded me. So I woke up at 3pm. Called Ruby cause
she text me earlier. Was told to meet up with them lah.
So, I cleaned the house here and there and get ready to meet them.

Met them at Civic Garden instead of Mac Cafe.
I was told to meet at Mac Cafe so I went into there and search for
them like an idiot. Then just realise, they were outside. GAH.
FINALLY, I laughed after meeting them. I miss them la seh!

Then ate the sweets Nathasha bought.
Then went to Cwp. In Metro, Sha and I already chosen those
clothes and shoes for RUBY'S promnite. HAHAHA.
Kid's fucking short gown, wore with JEANS, and Powerpuff girls sandals.
PROM QUEEN, THERE SHE IS. ahahha
& not to forget that we do bitch about Overdress.
I mean, it is a MUST to bitch about overdress. Really. never fail to.
AHAHAHAHHAHHAHA. damn sia.

Then Jor came.
Walk around and went to Bazzar.
I wanted to get Vadeh. wahh!, I was craving for Bubble Tea but
after i smell-ed the Vadeh aroma in COURTS, I wanted to get it.
So, got that and a drink. Sat at a place and ate. hahaha.
LAUGHTERS! aloooott!
But yeah, I do agree with Ruby that those Laughters ain't enough.
I NEED MORE, RUBY NEED , SHA NEED MORE. OHOH WE NEED IT!
hahaha. lols. ok merepek.

Around 6 plus, we left.
Reached home at 6.30pm.
Still early huh? But nehmind, wanna go online case. HAHA.
okok.

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Today is, "SILAS -LESS.
He can't go online, he can't msg, well same here.
really, silasless. hahaha.
GO ONLINE LAA PLS.
X))))

NOW IM BORED.

there's band tmr and I havent wash my clothes.
GOD. irah irah, burok sehhhhh. HAHAH.
diam laa!

Currently tuning to Alter bridge-Rise today.
WAHH DAMN SHIOK. && thanks to ruby for uploading it. x)
and also OVER YOU-DAUGHTRY. ruby again, thanks!

Nathasha helping me out with my friendster layout.
I decided to change it cause the current one looks too colourful
and too big&messy. I don't like it. But the author did a good jod though.
ASTRI. x)

I woke up at 1.30pm today.
The weather is cold, very cold and the surrounding looks dark.
So i thought it's still early in the morning so I was fed-up that
I can't sleep any longer due to the weather. But when I take a
look at my watch, dammit it's already 1.30pm. HAHA.
paiseh paiseh.

So woke up and surprise to see mom is still asleep.
No wonder no one disturb my sleep, someone is also sleeping! lols.
Did the minor cleaning, wash dishes, clean up my room, clean the
living room and then clean myself. Watched tv after that.
Had Pringles,OREOS & gummy bears fer lunch. haha.

Brother came back later.
Mom then woke up, around 6pm.
Brother left. And handed me the laptop.

GOD! The wireless is killing me!
And everything is slowing down! well, not only the laptop,
my system is slowing down too, weaker.
I think I'm falling ill. WOAH.
DAMN YOU WEATHER!

crushcrushcrush is an addiction.
Kept on singing it. yes singing. haha.
The lyrics is sooo shiok. lols.

IM BORED.
entertain me someone?.

This wednesday will be having band practise,
and much more closer to the cluster competition at Fuchun Pri.
Afraid&nervous yes I am. I need support.
It's clarinet esemble, only clarinet. There's no other instrument
helping us. Except for bass clarinet. woooh, NERVOUS.

TO CLARINETIST: GOODLUCK YOU GUYS!
COME CAROLINE, BLEND IN! hahaha.

DAUGHTRY -OVER YOU. *it helps.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

It's meaningful la,
Arif, this is damn meaningful. I SWEAR.
BLEARGH

`SOMEBODY GET ME THIS SONG CODE CAN??
PLEASEEEEEEEEE

Nadiah from band, you're relinked. x)
Rebecca & Eeling, you're relinked. x)
NAZREE!, you're linked. x)

Who's next? come come!

It takes me ages to relink my friends while I
will pester them to relink me or link me. Irah, that's not fair.
okay. whatever. :)

Happy advance 14th birthday NUR ROFIIQOH BTE ROSLAN.
Baru nak naik umur per beb? Slow laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

okay,
see, second post for today.
Simply means I'm dead bored here at home.
Mom said I can't use the laptop cause sis don't allow.
Then she ask me to vacuum the house in order to
use the laptop, which I did. THEN, she ask me to
seperate the laundry, WHICH I DID.
But she still refuse to let me use.
Andd later, yeahh she allows.

BAND. BAND. BAND. BAND. BAND.
ohh, how i miss band. The section, the clarinet.
AHHH! come on wednesday! faster come can or not?.
ok, sucky english I got there! boows!

I don't know why,
But I feel like dusting on my english.
This hols, I've been using broken english.
English that doesn't sound like english at all.
But hey, don't think those "orang putih's" english are
good cause like what my sister have told me, OUR english
is super better than theirs. Some even buy english books
from US. ok, IMAGINE THAT. x)

Earlier on,
watched this malay info-ed show.
Then this two people are challenged to eat
Goat's brain. ok, disgusting.
lols. ok lame!

OKAYS.
I AM tired of house chores, mom.
Though I just did the simple ones.
But hey, It's not my forte you see. wth irah?.
It will make me perspire like toot and back aches.
GAH, irah stop complaining.
And mom and sis will go
" sec2 already still cannot do this, cannot do that. lazy laa you!
pemalas larh kau yaya! "

Now someone said " like housewife la you!"
EHEH. than I will for sure kick my husband's ass fer not
helping me sehh! idiot! hahhaa.

=_____________________________________=
okay thankyou.

OKAY AGAIN PEOPLE.
I really really hope that you guys will start calling me
IRAH instead of AMIRAH. I mean, at times, yeah sure but
PLEASE, I just don't like that name. sorry x)

I mean, maybe it's nice though but, i rather like people
calling me IRAH. OROR ALICE.
ANDD NOT FIGHTER OKAY; to that someone. haha.x)

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I want munchy donuts larh! errm,
OREOLOGY LAAH BEB.

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RUBY AND SHA?,
how are you two? good?.
Rindu seh!
okay, since you two dah hot date together kan,
now my turn ok, ferst date with ruby then with sha.
OK BEST. x) woohooo.
JUST REMEMBER, ON OUR HOT DATES, DONT OVERDRESS.
*hintshints* HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

*Don't eat organs okay, bad for IQ*
okay momma. x)

IM BORED.
IM BORED.

KILL YOU KILL YOU KILL YOU.

It seems that I got alot to post but when it comes to posting,
I'm like speechless. gosh.

okay let's start this entry from yesterday.
I went to ITE SIMEI for the band concert.
My cousin performed. And I saw Hasyim and Alvinjit.
heees. Was happy larh, I dont know why.
OK nevermind. x)

After concert.
Waited for my cousin to come down and meet us.
While waiting at the carpark, I stepped on a Snail.
God I tell you it's gross. Really.
Headed to Teh Tarik House for supper and off home. x)

Got home.
Waited for abang to come back and ate with him.
He had he's food while I had my MANGOOOO! x)
Went to bed at 3.30am when abang went off, again.
Restless night, always. Toss and turn. Disturbed.
Haiz.

Naddy is back!
RINDU. x)

Now, there's 2 people had me in their dreams.
One was Fazlina. Very cute dream you know. Lols.
But I wish that dream will never come through.
Me?, meet Haiqal? Have waffle with me?.
Okay, WHATTHEHELL. yes, what the hell.

Then alyysha.
haha. We did art?. cool.
And I wore jacket for my top and don't know what i wore
for my bottoms. Hopefully I wore something in your dream yeah?.
hahaha.

But their dreams, Is just about one thing.
Mine is like, alot of chapters and different topic and people
and nothing related.
ok, weird.

IM BORED.
YES I SING, SILAS. whyyyyyyyy?
haha.

Im bored.

Silas laughed at me when I said I sang.
I mean, sang fer fun lah. Giler seh. hahas.
DIAM EH DIAM.

Yassie gf, sorry tak call.
House phone sot sot arhs.
SUMPAH I CALL YOU SOON. ily.

ohoh, I promise i will kill Silas when I see him.
But the only problem is kan, When do we meet? haahha.
ok diam.

MAN! IM BORED.

ok
Had band today.
It was fun. We did the clarinet esembles thingy.
People said it sounded goooooood.
But there's room for improvement righht. righto.
Band ended a little late today. nehmind.

The MD'S had lunch today at KFC again.
But now, without Qraisha. Haiss.
NADIAH IS BACK FROM O'S sehhhh!
I F missed her. *screaming*
So there's lunch, there's laughter, there's smile x)
I miss all this fun we always share last time.
awwwww.

MIMI; I love your actions.
The way you express those stories of yours.
Andd nadiah and the rest never fails to immitate your actions.
And yes, we laughed. This is fun. I miss this seh. x)

SEE. I GOT NOTHING TO POST FER TODAY.

how i wish i was good as last time.
I need to dust my clarinet skills again&again.
I somehow used to be a good clarinetist you see as i come
from one of the top symphonic band in singapore.
There's alot of good things I'm able to do with clarinet.
But thanks to mom for quitting band fer me when I'm pri 6.
That's when I got my SECTION LEADER post in band.
And that's also when I am still a DEPUTY HEAD LIBRARIAN.
HAIS. mom!?!??!?!
But yeah, it's fer my own good. PSLE la. Haiss.

Now, I do struggle in band.
Tmr, there's sectionals. And I think I'm gonna be the only 1'st clarinetist there.
The other 2 can't make it. How am I gonna do this on my own?.
Hais. There's this solo I'm playing fer Genting, hopefully. And I need to
overcome this fear. help me?. x)

ok.
I wanna kill someone.

Lack of sleep but I woke up at 5.30am just for peixin band x)

So here's some ugly pictures of myself and gorgeous faces of my friends. heheks.


The messy gallery and my umbrella.


Kids singing "do re mi" song.


Soon, this hall will be demolished. SAD seh.


DHASHINI very hot seh!.


See what i mean? Sepet eyes and ugly face? GOD!


BESTFRIENDS.


All of them so kanchiong. Ties not properly on.
Stands dropped and moving around. NOISE.
Nevertheless, I LOVE THEM X)


Sec2 Alumni - girls.


End of performance and off fer breakfast! x)

Band played well that day!
But they played super better during the rehearsals.
SEESH.

Thanks to Nana fer being super late. lols.
I can't stand those people who look at me while in the
bus and everywhere. Just feel like screaming
"IM ONLY SEC 2 AND NOW IM GOING TO A CONCERT."
I admit I look as if I'm an office worker.
GAH. hahahas.

Everything was good.
Had fun with the alumni.
HAIZAIR wasnt there. HAIYOH. hahas.

After breakfast.
Walked around Northpoint and I swear to god there's
nothing there. super boring.

Mariel saw hawties at burger king.
I was busy looking at the Movie counter la, searching for new movies
on theater.

Mariel: HOTTIES HOTTIES!!!!!!!! *whispering at me*
Irah: ERR WHERE WHERE?!?! *turning one whole round*
Saw those hotties and laughed. lols.

I swear I was still high after reaching school.
Mariel said the 2 hottest of the hotties looked at us la.
LOLS.

Only mariel know how happy i was.
SHE WAS HIGH TOO I SWEAR. hahahs.
Breyann and Bazli was like " whatever girls..." ahahs.
Sorry that we didn't get high seeing you two. lols.

Met Nana later and left.

Reached home and slept at 6pm till today woke up at 12pm.
SHIOK SEHHHHHHHHH!.

OK DONE. X)

Naddy!??! MSN LA SEH!

Sorry sha fer that post. sorry sorry.

OK.
Band practice at peixin today and tmr is the performance.
Woke up early due to my eyes. Itch soo badly.
Then read the msg Silas sent me yesterday night.
I don't know how to say this feeling lah, but.. ok idk.

Woke up, wash up and got dress.
Met Nana and off to peixin.
Band sounded super duper goooddd laaa seh!
I am proud. ok shuddup!

Came and about 5 minutes later, was lunch.
So, went out fer lunch. Had prata and laughters from
Nana&Bazli. Hajar came later.
ohoh, she gave me this jacket fer belated bdae la.
thanks. it's the thoughts that counts. x)

After band, headed fer fries!
Then walk to the bus stop with the biols.
Aqim senior was there too.
And home sweet home.

Reached home around 6.50pm.
Quickly search fer tmr's black dress.
Found.
Went to Fee's place to borrow stuff and yeah, it's complete.
lols.

Need to wake up early laa seh tmr!
Meet Nana ferst then maybe with XingZhi&Sharlene.

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Maybe it's the timing irah..
Maybe it's just not right.
Give up irah. GIVE UP!.

Haiz.
Don't be stubborn ok.
you won't get him la!
Don't dream anymore. it wont happen.
Try also no use. You tried to hard.
High hopes.

GIVE UP LA IRAH.
TAKMO JADI IDIOT BOLEH TAK?
KAU MEREPEK SEH.
BRANGAN JER.
SEEESH.

*this words. keep playing in my mind.
like always. how?

HOW?
HOW?
HOW?
friends, help me. this is hard. really hard.
im down.

HELLO. DELETED SOME POST. SRY.

Slept super later yesterday night.
Conference with Ruby&Nathasha andd hell we laughed ALOT.
I mean it, ALOT. So, the talk ended around 3am.
Then when to sleep.

But before that, there's a situation in my house.
We were talking about my hair and stuff, so I went to
the toilet to have a look at my hair la, i mean it's natural right
to do things while on the phone. So, as I step in the toilet, I saw
this Gigantic, enormous, extrodinary,big, large,dirty, purplelish brown,
hairy,old cockroach on the place where I place my face wash.

I PANIC. SUMPAH.
We rarely have this thing happening.
So, put the phone down and went to my brother.
He went to have a look and was disgusted by the cockroach.
Sprayed the cockroach with AIR FRESHENER & then I really
don't why he asked me to take his lighter. I think he burn the
cockroach. hahas. Then the cockroach dropped and went down the
trap thingy. whatever.

yeahh, Can't pee already.
hahahs.

So continue chatting.
Sorry Silas fer not replying your msg. =)

We talked about "OVERDRESS".
really. alot.
YOU KNOW, I KNOW. WE KNOW. SHHHHS.


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Sometimes, I pity myself.
Sometimes, I hate myself.
Sometimes, I just don't wanna live.
Sometimes, I feel neglected.
And sometimes, I really don't know what to do.

Turning to someone to talk to is something very good to do.
But if that someone just shoot everything out directly, it hurts.
I remembered the past where Faiz shoot everything out, it hurts
alot. Alot. I cried and i start hating him. but now, im okay with him.
I mean, why must this always happen to me? why me of all people?.

I've always suffered in this type of situation.
I've never been feeling happy and good about this.
I've never experience a long term relantionship.
I've never because, I'm always in love with someone who don't
spare a thought fer me. I don't know why. They make me feel
super special but in the end, the outcome;BAD. thankyou boys.

FLASHBACK;
Khairul, hurt me 3 times in a row.
Nazree, not ready but soon, i found out, he already had a gf.
Arif, YOU KNOW I KNOW WE KNOW. thankyou.

NEXT? oh im sooooooo not ready.

Im just sorry arif. I dont see my mistake yet but it's as if
I've done millions of them to you. Idk.
When people know I gave up, some didn't believe.
Some was shock.

WHtever.

I quit.
I give up.
I'm tired.

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I DON'T LIKE MY HAIR LA SEH.
QRAISHA?, biler mau anoh rambut la sehhh.

Some said: Irah don't be like this. I hate to see you like this.
Maybe it's not the right time.
Some said: I'm sorry but he doesn't suits you & you don't suit him.
Cheer up kays? I dont wanna see you like this.
Some said: move on. 6 months is too much. and you're going no where.
Some said: I'm so sorry to hear all this irah. hais

Thanks you guys.
I also hate to see myself like this. You think i loove seeing myself like this?.
I knw I'm not going anywhere.


So 6months is too much?
MEEZA?, 6 months is nothing she said.
I dont know. Don't tell me.
This is too awful. This situation sucks.
I don't what to say. I feel down. I dont know what to do.

Yes, maybe you have a huge crush on somenone, but
that doesnt explain why you need to ignore my msges.
And now, when I said take care while at Thailand, you replied.
And when i mention about something else, you became speechless.

You've done a big mistake arif, for making me fall fer you in the ferst place.
You made me feel so special. I've always trust you and stuff.
But now, have a look at this. hais.


I've done a big mistake too.
Shouldnt have put myself in this situation in the ferst place.
NOW, I SUFFER. irah idiot.

I gave up.
That's what some of my friends hoping i would do.
To that girl who hates me fer adoring arif, yeah, HE'S ALL YOURS.
GOODLUCK. Getting him ain't easy. go on!


I'm trying hard to stay positive here.
Don't disturb me okays. I need time to be alone.
I feel like an idiot. fool. idiot.fool. what the hell.


What sin i've done?
Sometimes, i say to myself "yeah, go on! jia you irah!"
Sometimes " IRAH, WTH? YOU'RE HURTING YOURSELF"

Nevermind
REEFYRAH WILL NEVER ESTABLISH.
NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. NEVER.

No one knows how sad I am right now.
& fer those tears that flowed down my face and those
patience I've put on upon hearing hurtful news and stuff,
I stayed strong. But now, the outcome sucks.

I hate this.
DUH.

whatever.

Tmr is Madrasah's written paper exams.
GoodLuck Irah.

EMPTY.

There's alot of things bothering me right now.

andd; Qraisha lovelove, I will pay you back. thanks alot x)

Had my haircut done after band at 888 Plaza.
Had a really really good time with the MD'S without Nadiah. boo!
Well, Julio came and went around with us x)

Had my lunch with them at KFC.
Everything looks so darn small but I can't hardly finish
my food. Ruby bought CheeseFries cause I wanted but then,
i couldnt finish it up so, i brought home x)

After lunch, had my haircut.
I thought it's only 7 dollars fer secondary students but
after browsing the book and knowing what style suits best,
I was told that it will be $16. Aku terperanjat mcm berok la siak.
Q paid fer the remaining balance. THANKS la seh! x)

Walk around.
Survey Contact lenses.
They bought hair dye.
I bought nothing, IM BROKE LA SEH. lols.

Went to aunts place.
Mom really not happy with my hair & idk why.
It's not that I dye-ed it or something.
GAH, really. nehmind.

MOMMA! I NEED BLACK DRESS AND BLACK HEELS.
THANKYOU. OHOH AND A HAIR CREAM FER HAIR STYLING.
THANKYOU. HOHOS.

ohoh, respect my blog, not respect those whom tag me anonymously.
thank you. x)

Really, let's forget about it la. shitaz.

My blogskins sucks.
Suck big time. lols.



I have to admit that it was already very nice at first,
with the flowery swirls in pink and stuff. My hands were
F itchy and I go on changing and end up destroying it.
I regretted. Gf Atyqa, help me. x)


Now it's pink. BLEARGH.
I don't like. ahhas.



OUHS.
Anyways,
to this special tagger who tagged. err duh?. lols ok.
Firstly, it wasn't me who started all this bullshit.
It's you who tagged me first and said stuff that can
be kept between yourself. But you went on to tag me.
So i got pissed. Then i said everything out. And now you come
back with a NEW NAME telling me off just like this.

I don't care who the hell you are. I just want you to stop this
childish act you put on here and get a life. ok?.
You hate me? OH I HATE YOU TOO.
So we're even. remember, I don't go around tagging
bullshits. I respect people's blog. But you don't.
I'm sure you want people to respect you, so respect the
person ferst. get it?.



Don't tell me you need people to teach you about RESPECT and
stuff. I'm sure you're old enough to think properly. right?.
OR NOT? I'm not picking a fight here, you are. YOU ARE.
You don't even have the guts to tell me who you are. And still
dare to tag nonsense.


*seriously, if you think you're tough, well you're not.
You think this is cool, well it's not.
You think this is funny, well IT'S NOT.
You think this is worth it?, well IT'S NOT.
Don't go too far okay, i'm warning you. really.
Better stop this things before it's unstoppable.

BEHAVE LIKE A 14YEAROLD MY DEAR, OR MAYBE, YOU'RE OLDER.

gosh! i can't believe this. lols.! ahahahahhahs.
Maybe i think you need attention yeah?.
But don't use this attention for 3n2 okay?
Don't bring a bad name for our future class.
Just because of you being an idiot, bring the whole class down.

I dont know you think you are but making people scared won't
get you very far. okay?.

OHYA
thanks for coming by. really. thank you.
YOU HATED ME BUT YOU STILL CARE TO COME
HERE AND READ MY ENTRY AND EVEN COMMENT
ABOUT IT. THANKS. lols!

IF ME, IF I HATE SOMEONE, I WON'T GIVE A SHIT.
OK, I WONT GIVE A SHIT.

but you care. LOLS.

Nothing much to talk about fer today.

Woke up around 2.30pm.
Called Ruby and helped her a little;
She's buying PSP la. ermm, wait wait.
oh, bought already.

YAYNESS;
Genting should be fun then!. x)

ok, Tagboard flooded.
i mean, FE LAAAA DED.
hohos.

ok bye

ATYQA! TOLONG IRAH WITH MY BACKGROUND.
I LOVE YOU. HEEEES.

THERE'S THIS TWO KIDS OUTSIDE MY CORRIDOR
ACTING SUSPICIOUSLY. damn you, don't take that bike away!.
Andd don't act like an idiot ok. woosh! lols.

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Ouhkays.
I had a pretty hard time yesterday night to get to sleep.
Kinda irritated though. ouhkay nehmind.

Woke up around 7.30am.
Dad got mad la cause I cannot wake up.
So I finally woke up and got ready fer madrasah.
Left home around 8.40am. Was super late as per normal.
Got there and was allowed to enter class while some
boys who were also late but came earlier than me was
punished. well, irah selamat! lols. Did the oral the whole day.
Sat with Elli Fariza instead of the usuals. lols.

Mom fetched me from the mosque and we headed to
this bakery that sells F huge bread. Then headed to aunty's
place. Baby Apin andd the brother Dani came over to my place.
Well, I kinda fall asleep while putting Baby Apin to sleep.
lols. yeahh, awake and now using the laptop.

Minty curry puffs makes me puke.
But I looooove it. lols. I guess. haahh!
Understand Understood. x)

OHYA;
I'm already jelak with this skin.
It's nice though; thanks to Atyqa<3.
Maybe i should make some changes to it.

Few more practices to International band Competition in Genting.
Fewer more practices to the competition at Fuchun primary.
Peixin having an alumni performance 14 NOV? sure not?.
How come I wasn't informed earlier? lols. nehmind.

I'M BORED. REALLY BORED.
HE'S FEELING DOWN, I THINK.
IDK.

And on the other hand;
Itik is sure ignoring me.
i tell you, i don't think i stand a chance already.
6 months plus plus waiting also nothing happened.
No wonder some girls even gave up, i guess, idk.
whattheheck.

Hello readers.
&hello "don't need to know who"
hahahahs! idiot.

okay,
I woke up like super late.
Andd i missed sister's performance today.
Well, mom told me to do house chores since
I'm not following her to the performance, which
I really did clean. Andd it's shocking to find myself
actually vacuuming and stuff. Lols.

OK, mom's home.

well, i CLEANED and she still
say not clean la, still messy la.
god, I tried my best okay, I mean,
i did the whole house! lols,
Including abang's room! x)

Little Ain and the mother might be
on their way to my place! I miss that little
girl laaa seh!


3N2, here i come.
I shall stay positive you see.
Gonna have new friends and some
of the old friends that i'm sure gonna miss.
New subjects and new environment that I'm
gonna be in for the whole year.
New fights with new people. ahahahs!

SO THE 2N2 GIRLS FOUGHT WITH 2N2 BOYS?.
hahaha. I'm soooo gonna bond with the boys.
And girls, i mean to whoever la kans, don't hate people.
Get a life. A better life. thankyou x)

JORDON, SURE THANG I'M GONNA TAKE CARE OF
DEARIE RUBY FER YOU. heheks.

hellyeah, i got nothing to say.
BAJU PUTIH, HERE I COME.
lols.

Live life to the fullest. hahahahahhaa.
macam faham laaaa aku. ok diam :)

Band was fun just now.
Accept that i came in late today.
nono, I'm always late for band. haha.

okays, played the two pieces,
Into the Light & Postcard From Singapore.
Did the solos and it's great! i mean, it's a
great pleasure to try out solos you see. haha.

Mr RonKou came by and gave us Spirit For Overture.
Practice fer AWHILE and then, he recorded us playing.
And it's not an easy piece i tell you. First clarinet part
is a killer. But Caroline and I managed to get thru it.
Trumpet was super super super nice, as Mr RonKuo
played as well. A very good trumpet player. really.

Band ended at 1pm.
Headed to Cwp Banquet with Qraisha.
Met Raudha outside boots&shoes.
Julio , Shawal&Chuiwhua joined later.
Ruby,Jordon&sha came later too. haha. okays.

Had lunch and walk around, followed raudha
to photocopy scores, Helped her and went back
home.

Talk to naddy fer awhile and hung up. x)

lols.

2 competitions during this holidays.
Very intense. Need more practice. hees.

ok, got nothing more to say.

&& to that person who tagged me.
I dont care who you are. Maybe you're
one of them who hates me. Stop being childish
and be mature. We might be in the same class
later next year and dammit don't ruin 3n2's name
with your childish act. thankyou.

and think, does EVERYONE LIKES YOU?.
LOOK IN THE MIRROR FIRST DARLING.
THANK YOU.

SILAS ABDUL RAZAK!
prepaid nak low laaaa oi!
hahah